Horse Sense....
Belles is looking good and her behaviour is becoming more stable ie: not running round the track at full tit.
She is also having lots of Body Work done.
I tell you what, anyone who says race horses aren't looked after, doesn't know shite.
Race horses, with the good Trainers, live the life of Riley.
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And if I say to Az and the little ones, "You can come out after **** goes" they are standing at the damn gate watching them leave.
Love. Love. Love.
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Got an update on Boo.
Been in training for the last 7 weeks but is currently, as I am writing this, just been put back out to put on more weight.
It's exceptional news re Boo. Everyone is working towards his success and as we are all aware how busy things are, especially with the weather and babies, we all need to look outside the square re Boo and his wants, needs and desires.
So now everybody has things in place that if the busyness gets too over-whelming with the young ones coming up, babies, or Boo just needs a change of scenery, other Trainers have stepped forward to Lease him.
An excellent end result all round.
So exciting!!
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Man, this Energy is doing my head in.
I feel like my Witchy ways and Hippy tales are just out of reach at the moment...and like I don't fit my skin right.
I'm either waiting for people to catch up or want to be with people, then when I am, all I want is to not be....because my cup is not being filled.
But that sounds wrong.
I love the people I'm with, it's my Energy that is not right.
Like my Witchy ways are being held by Spirit...but held up. That doesn't make much sense, but it does from my side of the computer.
And I've got a new Spirit hanging around...a little old lady who describes herself to me as, A Jewish Grandmother.
And she's bloody fluffing round me all the time.
She originally came in about 6 months ago. Just turned up.
Unannounced and bloody un-invited.
Actually, I met her through someone else. Sometimes this happens.
When a person has turned their back, sometimes in grief, sometimes because they've fallen off the path, sometimes because they've walked away from their Spiritual path.
Actually, that's exactly what this was.
But what this has translated to me as, is a pining. Actually, this feels exactly like I'm pining.
But I just saw Liam, and I'll be seeing him again soon.
She calls it, Beshert.
Whatever she calls it, I was feeling a whole heap more settled in my Soul before she turned up.
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And since my Jewish Grandmother has taken up residence, and doesn't seem to be leaving anytime soon, I took the morning off and just hung out in the sun with my cat and horses and just smelt the roses.
And as I did, I went, "WTF?!"
Something that I had been working on for two months, made sense.
I had been getting success, but not exceptional like I should have.
And as I'm sitting there in the sun, chilling out, turning the sound down in the World, I saw the mistake I had made.
It was tiny, too.
Which is how I'd missed it.
It is only because of my Jewish Grandmother who is forcing me to walk a different path, that I saw what I should have seen.
On a positive note, if I could get the results I have, with the mistake I made, my results should soon become exponential.
It's never what you think it is.
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Take what you need, leave the rest, don't be a Fuckwit.
Kissy hugs
Caps, me (T - she/her), Spirit, Az, Ralph, Chew, Suz, and of course, my beautiful Mumma Bear, Belle and Boo-ba-licious, Pat, Pepper, Marmite the Second, Geraldine, Milli, Bessie, Raz, Riz, Sugar, Butter, Cookie, Cinammon and Mork.
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