Horse Sense....
You know what I love the most about Mumma Bear?
She's so, I have no idea what you're talking about....
And it goes like this:
So when I was away, in the fourth day before I got back, she somehow got herself all tangled up in her jacket.
And when I say tangled, she was completely wrapped in the straps.
I know, technically, physically impossible.
Yet there she was.
My lovely friend who lives down the road, came up and untangled her, and it worked out she had cut her leg a little. Nothing major, but it was cut. Organized some cream and she was off and about again.
When she didn't want the cream again, she refused to be caught by my other friend who was feeding my horses.
So today, after being a week with no jacket, and there being thunderstorm warnings, I popped down the road to buy a new jacket (I've realized getting them fixed is a useless experience - you get the fixed jacket back and another bit falls apart).
Anyway, since Mumma is not friendly towards you touching her back legs at the best of times, I called my friend and she came over. With me thinking one of us could hold the front hoof while the other one was putting the straps on the back.
With the theory being that she can't kick out with only 3 legs (fingers crossed and holding my breath a certain way).
Which we did - and as I am about to pick up her hoof, and chatting away, my friend has done all the bloody straps up, while Mumma bear stands there in her, I have no idea why you think I'm difficult with straps, Tarns...
Bwahahahahahahaha...I love Mumma precisely because of this attitude, not in spite of.
And Az, since he got let out to roam the house every day, and could communicate easily and well with my friend, is trotting all round the place like the King that he is.
You have no idea how proud I am of my horses.
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Started making horses biscuit treats.
Everyone loves them.
Especially after Mumma sent me back to the kitchen to make sweet ones, with the words, It's a snack, Tarns. It's supposed to be sweet....
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So I've been back just over a week so thought I would catch you up on a couple of things:
1) My foods working really well.
Knowing that at any time I can reach into my fridge and get a huge amount of vegetables, already chopped and diced, with chicken (also already chopped) is a game changer.
Knowing that I can make my own crackers, which taste amazing and are slim, crispy and delicious, has also changed things for the better.
Going back again and seeing what foods are better whole ie: full fat cream vs Let's pretend this might be cream kind of scenario, has fine tuned and tweaked what I already knew.
Re-looking at healthy foods vs what works, and knowingly works, for my body, has made my Energy clearer.
2) A couple of people have stepped forward.
That was surprising, and totally unexpected, but in a nice way.
3) I've found myself in a couple of odd moments.
Which have had really good end results for me - although to be fair, not ones that I had thought would happen when I started my day.
a) I'm not interested in a casual shag with someone I've just met.
The way I live my life is not compatible with a no-strings-attached-it's-just-sex vibe.
b) Chances are extremely high (99.9%) that I will not meet my future partner in a bar.
Again, not being judgey here, but I love my sense of self that I have in my home and what I have created.
I never wish to live in a city environment ever again, so to meet someone whose idea of a good night out is a bar on a regular, 2 or 3x a week, until 3am in the morning basis, means that we are incompatible.
Although I do have to say that seeing a pick up in progress, not to mention, being on the receiving end of one, was quite bizarre.
Honestly, I just don't get the non-connection.
I had the overwhelming urge to talk of tasting colours, and touching emotions and how I can see the words gliding in bubbles or the Energy riding in waves of vibrant colours....or how Energy crackles like lightning when you're excited and passionate about what you are talking about.
Yeah, I know...I sit on the spectrum.
And I love it. I have no idea how you can live your life not knowing, loving and playing with these colours, textures and tastes.
It freaks me out to even think of a life where these things don't exist.
c) I have every intention of dressing exactly how I please, for every single day, for the rest of my life.
I love DC for showing me again that style doesn't talk about "in" but being your best you, and how that looks to you.
DC-ians wear whatever the fuck they please and look fucking amazing.
d) I love seeing lots of grass and water (note: not flooding or mud) and have every intention of making that a bigger part of my life.
e) I have no intention of ever working with peeps again, who don't wish to help themselves to have better lives.
I'm really good at what I do, but this is your life, and if you don't want to work for a great life, then I'm not going to do it for you.
f) I love working with Spirit.
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Just heard that Belles needs a spell, as where she hurt herself might be upsetting her.
You know, I really need to stop asking Spirit to help by moving things along.
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Ok, so this has been a wild Full Moon.
Rose, the chook, just died - super sad because she was cool, but also not unexpected as the Energy was so large, and every tiime we are in this Energy space a chook dies.
Waiting on one unexpected passing to happen, and a second one connected, will be within days.
If you are of the praying persuasion, then pray for a peaceful passing.
To be fair, I expected a shooting, so I'm kind of breathing a sigh of relief that I got an extra month (fingers crossed and holding my tongue a certain way) and hopefully more work can be done in that month.
I ended up in places that I was never supposed to be.
The repercussions of this Full Moon, both of the positive (seeds sown for exceptional success) and negative (choices) will have consequences for a long, long time, but in hindsight, you'll be able to tie it to this exact Moon time, was where things changed.
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* Just heard of a close passing of a beautiful young toddler due to an accident.
There are no words.
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So that's been our week:
Take what you need, leave the rest, don't be a Fuckwit.
Kissy hugs
Caps, me (T - she/her), Spirit, Az, Ralph, Chew, Suz, and of course, my beautiful Mumma Bear, Belle and Boo-ba-licious, Pat, Rose, Pepper, Marmite the Second, Geraldine, Milli, Bessie, Raz, Riz, Sugar, Butter, Cookie, Cinammon and Mork.
* I acknowledge the Traditional Owners of the land where I work and live, and pay my respects to Elders, past and present.
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