17 Aug 26 Finally. The Energy that has been working up to its peak for months and months and months, hit. And as I am writing this, you can finally take a break. A breather if you will. Because all the work has been done. As I had been speaking to you about, we were working up to a climax - and it hit last Wednesday. So now, what is ahead of you, is the accumulation of all that has been. I know for me, knowing this Energy, I put all my time into feeding it. It was a bit dodge there for a while though because it was so damn large. Scary large. Like being outside in a tornado - you weren't 100% sure where you were headed, just that you needed to keep moving forward. Which I did. Then I added fuel to the fire. Then worked harder again. For a minute there, when I was literally in the eye, there was one point when I went, Oh fuck... And then I, like you are now, were through it. I have to say though, where I'm standing now is nowhere where I thought I was in January of this year. Like I have a whole new blueprint. The bones of what I had are still here, but these bones are stronger. Bigger. More bone-y. Every door which has shut, has been a Blessing. Every door which has opened, has, in ways that I didn't expect, not always been. One of those - I thought I had grapes - but they were tomatoes - then avocadoes - then spam-in-a-can. Then what I found on my actual plate was blueberries. It was all about take away the big. The large. The outside vs inside. I'm glad it was the blueberries. Love always, T and Spirit, dino_the_dinosaur_kettle and the tribe. * I respect the Elders of the Land where I work, live, laugh, love and play - Past, Present and Future.
