Tania Kettle

Are you owning 2020, baby?

I know for me, I am loving this year.  I love the vibrancy of the Energy.  It's fast, I'll give you that, but in a super positive way.

And I'm totally stepping out of my comfort zone.  However, I'm coming more in line with who I am.  

Does that make sense?

Let me re-phrase:

If you take away the parts that make me different, I'm less.  However, if you accept as a whole these differences, and incorporate them into my whole being, then I become stronger, more powerful and empowered.  

Bigger.

Whole.

For example, I have never been able to be around lots of humans for a long period of time.  Three hours tops, and at two I start getting itchy.  

I've always been that way, never been any different.  

Anyway, I found myself doing a course the other day, 3 hours long, once a week, for 7 weeks.  First two hours were fabulous.  The next 15 minutes, fine. The 15 minutes after that were challenging, and the last half hour was downright difficult.

But I loved the actual course and wanted to continue doing it.  

So I found myself texting the tutor the next day. 

Hi, awesomeness class last night, I really loved it.  In future though, is it possible for me to finish at 8.15 or 8.30 please?  The Energy just gets too loud for me with 3 hours.  

I would never have sent that text 3 years ago and if I'm being honest, even a year back.

My choices would either have been suck it up or don't go back.

The reply I got back was supportive and awesome though.  Totally awesome considering that she had only met me the previous night.  However, as much as that response was great, it also made me ask myself why I wasted so many years letting people tell me that the way I was, wasn't ok.  That I had to try harder to be normal, fit in, behave myself or my personal favourite, You're mental.

Those words were so misplaced.  

And wrong.

Wishing you much love and abundance and a truly courageous heart.

T and Spirit

xx