13 Jul 26 Thank Spirit my Birthday is over. The most frustrating time of my year is the six weeks before my Birthday, and the week before is a freaking nightmare, where I don't even trust myself to open my mouth. Because Spirit do a Spring Clean. This means that anyone they don't want in my life, they close the door on. But in having said this, I like my friends, so I try to keep as many of them as I can. But sometimes, there is a difference between friend and friend. This past year has been a bit harder for people though, so I've had more emotional pressure put on me for freebies. I mean, that's the nature of this beast, so that's always happened through out the years, but this year, times it by ten. But we're friends, can't you do this for free... Spirit must have got pissed this year though, 'cause they were brutal in their culling. And I had the best Birthday ever! My son is very staunch on, A Birthday is how people show you they feel about you... (I love him so much!), but it's so true. And it's not about a money thing, it's about the Soul. It's about Respect. Honour and Love. Lots of people stepped up though. Some people blew my mind in an exceptional way. Some were nowhere to be seen. You had the same guys texting at night, keeping their options open for a casual shag, but not committing in any way that matters. ...and the odd married man. I swear to Spirit if nothing in this life changes, it is married men looking for a side shag. But...the one thing I love the MOSTEST MOSTEST MOSTESET is that the six weeks before my Birthday, new creative ventures are conceived. At first they are just a sliver of a thought that I can't catch, but over the days and weeks, they start to vaguely form. Bear in mind though, that I'm normally so focussed on Spirit culling, and keeping up with my work, that I never see these new Creative Energies take conception. Until the walls crash, the Energy clears and Hello! I'm wondering why where everything was grey and misty days ago, there is nothing but crystal clarity and clear-ness of thought now. Then I'm running. Because the creativity is not just flowing, it is over-flowing with Abundance. With the right people, doing the right thing, in the right way. Love always, T and Spirit, dino_the_dinosaur_kettle, and the tribe xx * I respect the Elders of the Land where I work, live, laugh, love and play - Past, Present and Future.
