Horse Sense....
Oh...the Energy is sooooooooooo weird here at the moment.
I know that Spirit are trying to get messages through to me, as I can see the shadow of them at the edge of my vision.
But either they're messages I don't wish to hear, or they are out of my comfort zone.
So I've had to turn down the volume of the World.
That's a good thing though, the noise I'm hearing these days mostly consist of peeps explaining to me why I'm wrong.
What peeps don't get, and never have, is that I really don't care how many peeps are standing there explaining my faults, what I do wrong or how what I do will never work.
I work with Spirit and travel the road they light.
The sad thing is that 100% of the time, when a woman is explaining to me that I don't understand, eventually, no matter how long it takes, all ends up on the same road of, I wish I'd listened...
Stupid, thick, fat, mental - no matter how many smiley faces and love emoji's he sends with these words....he's a right fucking twat.
But I also need to do very specialized work with my Reflexology.
A guy has physically done it in Accupunture on me, the area I need to work on, so if he can do it, so can I.
But that's really specialized work and to be fair, I have not one clue.
Actually, that's not true, I know the basic area, but I'll have to go and do a Water Therapy, clear the Senses, change the Frequency, and tap into the DNA remberance.
To do the deep Spiritual work to correct and re-balance...but leave the Ego behind.
That's always the part I have issues with but to be fair, that's why I stopped with the Accupunture.
He didn't believe in a Higher Power than himself, and his Ego was quite intense. Which stopped us getting amazing work done.
We got good, but not amazing. We started running into issues.
But...if he could do it, then I can do it.
He showed me it could physically be done.
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Well, I know the Reflexology is working.
The nightmares are so bad that I'm waking up wet with sweat. It's disgusting.
There's also a repeat theme at the moment of a crime, yet it hasn't been reported yet. Or I haven't heard about it.
But this is not his first, or tenth, sexual crime. This is just his latest.
And it's making me physically sick.
She knows you did it. I know you did it. You know you did it.
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Wow...there's some insane Energy out there at the moment.
One local business is breaking employment laws...and knowingly doing so, but because the employees are not white-european, they are being held to ransom so to speak, and the second business, in two months has gone from being super friendly, efficient and a real pleasure to do business with, to honestly, a negative, inefficient and generally just Blah! business.
Fucks sake.
And it's going to get so much worse.
But I can't believe this Energy - I am literally watching people set themselves up for failure, and there is not one thing I can do about it.
This My-Way-Is-Right attitude, when anyone with two brain cells would see it's not, is mind blowing.
Got to say when the shite hits the fan you certainly see what people are made of.
For the second time in 5 years, I had hoped for people to be better - to growth in strengh from challenge and adversity.
Nup.
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This day has just been too fucking weird.
First off, I didn't get one single thing accomplished until 4.45pm.
My day previous to this time, consisted of peeps demands of unrealistic expectations of, I want!! co-joined with others explaining to me that what I wished to happened was completely not possible.
It was. Just not with them.
I then ended up being in one of our local big retailers and I kidd you not, at 3.15pm I was the only person in the store apart from the staff.
Only. Person.
I was talking to the girl at the counter serving me, asking if I had just got lucky with my times, and she was like, No, this is what it is like every day.
Then moving along to the suburb next to me, where I needed to get stuff done, I passed the cops (2) with a guy face down on the pavement, being hancuffed.
Then went to my next store (this one was a little one), and they locked the door behind me, when I went in.
I don't know where everyone's head is at at the moment.
This shite is just not right, and people are scared.
A most bizarre day.
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And for the week that keeps on giving...
Check out this packaging, does it, or does it not, say Soy Meal Free?
And it says this because of all the Anti-Soy peeps like me.
Close up of ingredients:
But wait, if you actually go into their website, this is what the actual ingredients are:
Here's a close up:
Correct.
Soy hulls.
And it says, Organic Matter 90%.
What a complete and utter load of shite.
I respect everyones right to be ignorant and un-educated.
However, I do not, under any circumstances, respect the dirty, lying, thieving, skanky whore of a company who is trying to pass their products off as, Organic and Soy free.
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Oh wait...under no circumstances pick up the phone to tell me, while laughing, that someone who is your not-friend, or ex, now has terminal cancer.
I will yell at you and I don't care who you are, or how much money you think you pay me.
You will not bring that filth and ugliness into my home.
...unless he's a paedophile, in which case, come round, we'll throw darts at his face and try to guess a date.
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Wait...wait...literally, just heard, our best friend/family member, Andre, just got official confirmation that he passed his PhD.
So unbelievably proud of you.
Respect.
Love xx
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As you are reading this, it is 8 days and 4 hours before I am on a plane.
There is nothing I want more in this world, than to hug my son again.
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** Note to self: Stop firing clients.
I'm supposed to be helping peeps, not explaining that they're dumbasses and if they won't help themselves, then I absolutely 100%, refuse to work with them.
*** Also, note to self:
Spirit love me and expect me, absolutely 100% of the time, to do excellent work.
With my clients,
...not for them like a fucking maid service.
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So that's been our week:
Take what you need, leave the rest, don't be a Fuckwit.
Kissy hugs
Caps, me (T - she/her), Spirit, Az, Ralph, Chew, Suz, and of course, my beautiful Mumma Bear, Belle and Boo-ba-licious, Pat, Rose, Pepper, Marmite the Second, Geraldine, Milli, Bessie, Raz, Riz, Sugar, Butter, Cookie, Cinammon and Mork.
* I acknowledge the Traditional Owners of the land where I work and live, and pay my respects to Elders, past and present.
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