Horse Sense....

               

                

 

As I'm writing this our cows have gone to another home.

It was not what I wanted, I had got quite attached to them, however, we are out of grass and the muppets who do things in this country, well, let's just say I had to think about whether I would be able to re-home them in a month.

The answer was, No.

So they had to go. 

The interesting thing though was Chew knew what was happening when he watched us walk the cows up to my lovely neighbours, he then silently led Ralphy and Suz into their vacant paddock, then went to the furthest end and refused to come back out. 

No one made a sound.

But I'm hearing so much, from so many different quarters, that I've had to make lots of little changes for big changes here.

As you know, I have a very steady and reliable supply of eggs now, which I love.  I grow my own tomatoes (bloody awesome!), snap peas (which everyone loves and are growing like wildfire!) silverbeet (and bloody chard - of which I am still sulking about and seems to double by the day), spinach, lettuce (not that successfully), cauliflower (not too successful either), broccoli (I live in hope), garlic (too easy) and a couple of other things I remember planting but which, as I am writing this, don't look like anything I recognize.

My peach trees, apples, limes and figs are coming along well, if maybe not in time for this season (but I live in hope), and my lemon tree is bloody awesome.

No avocado or apple tree by fence, thank you Chew.

Yes, I listen to the news, but I also listen to what is not making the news.

You should too.

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I don't know whether I am not too impressed with Hungry Ghost Month or whether this is because what I was working on blindsided and backfired on me.  

Either way I haven't beeen too happy over the last 48 hours.

Let's put this down to the compressed way I have been working.  Let me tell you why...

I've been working really hard with the distance with Energy.  Can you channel it?  How far is the distance before it doesn't work?  Does time matter?  If the basic will is there, can you manipulate it?  I hate that word, so let me try and use another, Can you sculpture Energy?  By this I mean, can you take what is already positive and encourage it into amazing?

Well, the quick answer, as I have found is, Yes.

But what I've also learnt is the difference between good and amazing is blockages.  To get real movement blockages need to be removed.  What happens when you remove a blockage?

Correct.

It's like a dam of toxicity, darkness and pus is released.

This, of course, would have been helpful to know before I did it.

I understood that it was deep work I was doing.  I understood that it was interferring with my sleep patterns and depth of sleep, and I also understood that things were happening deep in this dreamstate.  I knew this because of how I woke up and where I'd been.

What I did not connect the dots to, is that what happens in dreamstate will come through to wake state.  

I got blindsided.

Lots of tears, and just when I thought it had finished, it started again, it was never fucking ending.  And as I'm writing this, I feel wrecked.  

You know, people think that my work is all roses and champagne.  

Yeah...when you get it right.

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I saw Belle on the track!!!

It was literally a spur of the moment thing, which meant that I was calling to video chat the young one to see what he was doing, on the 30 second drive it took from stables to track.

However, I did get a video for you - up on both Facebook and Instagram.

I'm really proud of her.   

Now we just have to wait for her to grow a bit.

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I've also got a bit lucky and found two amazeballs foods recently:

Saporoso Balsamic Vinegar - I got gifted this, but honestly, OMG it is stunning.  I use it on everything - savoury, sweet, eggs, strawberries, smokey black pepper (or beetroot and garlic) cream cheese and salmon, cream cheese and marmalade...

Moa Bakery, Cakery (in Omaru) - as you know I am dairy intolerant, but love cream cheese and blue vein cheese.  I found these amazing peeps by accident, and WOW their service is fantastic and their products mindblowing.  They have no soy, (mostly no) Coconut Oil and definitely no numbers or names I can't pronounce.  Just good old fashioned ingredients. 

And this woman who has never met me, and wouldn't know me from a bar of soap, when I mentioned my almost phobic reaction to Coconut Oil, said, No problem, I'll just make you some without.

Well worth, an online order and they twice, have turned up within 2/3 days of me ordering.  This is a mighty miracle considering they are South Island, I am North Island and rural.  

https://www.moabakerycakery.com/products/cheeses

Also, if you are that way inclined, they are extremely good if you work with micronutrients in your daily food.

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If Boo-ba-licious doesn't stop being mouthy, I'm cutting his balls off.

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So that's been our week:

Fucking huge.

But I do have to say that it's also been pretty damn mind blowing.  It didn't come in the way I expected, and it completely wrecked what was standing. 

However, like the 5 of Cups, don't look at what fell in the storm, look at what's still standing.

Then build from there.

Working on that basis...we did good.

Big hugs and horsey kisses from us here, to you there.

Caps, me, Spirit, Az, Ralph, Chew, Suz, and of course, my beautiful Mumma Bear, Belle and Boo-ba-licious, Pat, Chuck, Rose, Petal, Kai-Anne, Pepper, Lily, Shelley, Ossie, Marmite and Geraldine.

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If you do not know me well, you cannot ask me what is going on in my life.  There is no way for me to answer that.

Until you know me, you have to speak for me.

** I'm not going to say, I told you so - 6 weeks out and 8 days early.  

To the day.