Tania Kettle

So the young one gets home, walks out to the paddock to see Hef, takes one look at him and goes, OMG he's huge!  Time for him to go to the works.

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And now Mares has an abscess.  

I'm actually quite happy with her at the moment though, because all these things are making her strong from the inside out.  This is what we want.  And her Energy's changing, she's becoming whole.  That most probably isn't the right word to use but it's the closest one I know.  Think being strong emotionally, physically, Spirtually and mentally but in a quiet, full and complete way.  

That's mares.  

I'm super proud of her.

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A crazy, crazy day today.  The little ones were doing their little one things at the ASB stadium so it was crazy washing/drying and then keeping them like that overnight while there was thunderstorms happening all around us.  However, they looked like angels today.  Ralph always looks gorgeous and fluffy and Chew has this "thing".  I guess you would call it charisma.  But anyway, a super cool day then back home, feed out, a quick shower then off to races.  

It was Saturday night again, not Friday for me, but I literally couldn't squeeze Friday, Saturday with the little ones plus Saturday night so dropped Friday.  Worked out to be quite a great choice as I ended up lying in bed being seranaded by lightning and thunder and bucketloads of rain instead of being in it.  Anyway, Saturday was a super great night.

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And Mares is great.

Her Energy is beautiful, her food is working fantastically and baby Mares is growng well.  

I love this time of new birth and new beginnings.  It is deeply Spiritual for me, more than normal which is weird because it's full on anyway, but this is like a special kind of magic.  It's gentle and soft, nurturing and connected.

Every day we work harder than the day before.  Not "hard work" as such but Mares and I both consciously commit to speak and listen to get it right.

We love it when we get it right.

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OMFG...I'm a bl**dy size 12!  I've gone up a size in 3 weeks.  I bl**dy told you that I was syncing in.  

However, as much as this is super annoying on a practical basis, it's super interesting on a psychic level.  This literally (by this I mean, scientifically) can't be happening.  

But it is.

So, I've got to get my game on now, because I absolutely will not put on anymore weight.  Breakfast is still my bugbear - I have to eat a little bit then get my a** out of the house quick smart, because if I overeat at brekkie it throws everything out.  Back to also buying little bars of chocolate not the big ones because let's face it, my will power sucks.  And it's annoying because I can't buy any clothes.  I refuse to buy a bigger size and literally can't fit a smaller one.  I'm pretty sure I'm living in about 6 things.  It's all good.  

However, on a positive note my skin is looking amazing, I am sleek and tanned and as much as I might be a teensy bit on the juicy side, overall I am looking pretty great.

Another few kilo's though and the young one will be eyeing me up as to how much per kg he can get for me at the meatworks.

But all jokes aside, this is super interesting.  That something like this is happening is kind of cool, opening up possibilities of frequencies, cross species, Energy and how it works or is capable of working...

Anyway, that's been our week:  It's been super cool, lots of Spirit, a few surprises from left field but to be fair, playing with this Energy on this frequency is freaking amazing, and is full of surprises not to mention miracles, magic, love and hope and some truly weird sh*te.

Wishing you much love my friends and of course, my humans.

Caps, me, Spirit, Az, Ralph, Chew, Suzie Q, Peanut, Buzzy baby, Fenny +1 and Flash +1 and of course, my darling Mares plus baby Mares.

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* I cannot say the little ones are house trained, but what I can say is that we had one little accident walking into the ASB stadium, and then NOTHING until we left again.  Also, there was one little poop from both of them within one minute of being on the float, but then nothing either coming or going.  

Not house trained exactly but...

** And I'm learning how to play with herbs.  Not book learning like I originally did, but how to listen to them.  What herbs work better in summer vs winter, change of seasons, how to avoid colds, flu's and coughs, how to heat up a body or cool it down, how to heal an abscess quicker etc.

*** Oh no!  I opened up Mares feed bin this arvo and the smell almost turned my tummy.  I'm hoping that it is maybe hormones (mine) but I've never smelt it like this before.  Normally it's sweet and beautiful.  I'll see how it is tomorrow morning but if I get the same reaction, I'll change her food tomorrow afternoon.  Well, to be fair, I can't change one food because I hate it's smell, and then keep my feed because well, it's mine.  

Smell keeps us safe.  

And happy and healthy and awesome.

**** So I gave Mares her new food tonight and she's now sulking.  I ended up giving her a little bit of her old food just to let her know I was on her side.  

However, a lot of the foods I am seeing have all this stuff in it.  I don't want "stuff" in it and I don't want names I can't pronounce, but finding a product which is natural and has all the vitamins and minerals she needs is challenging.  But no matter which way I look at it, Mares was super unimpressed with tonights offering.  Have decided to stop in at the health food store tomorrow to get some cool stuff I've been looking at, to add in while I am getting this right.  And there's a place which will make me up a feed with whatever I want, I'm going to look into that and see whether I can make that option work.  But now I'm thinking about it, if one place will do that for me, maybe another place will too.

***** Can fit my size 10 shorts again!! Not easily or well however, it just gives me more incentive to not munch out.  And to be fair, while I'm trying to get my weight right, my hair is looking amazing and feels awesome, my skin is great and I am super tanned.  

I've decided to take the good things and just run with those...

****** And I didn't get what I wanted, but I got something better!

I know.  

Let me tell you how it went:

I talked to a couple of people about having my own feed and realized that it couldn't work.  However, I then got in my car and went down and actually spoke to my guys at my local feed store who work in the back, said what I needed, why I couldn't use what they had and did they have any ideas.

Works out they did.

And Boom! They gave me stuff and vague instructions (mostly about the Don't use too much of this variety) and Mares had her first home made 100% by Tarns feed tonight.  I know exactly what's in it, how much I used and it also has a beautiful organic, vitamins and mineral blend from my favorite girl down in Drury.  I also know exactly what vitamins and minerals are in what I used.  The basis behind them and the quality of this pre-blend.

I underestimated some things, working on the theory it's easier to add than deal with a horse who's upset, because you've given too much and overdosed their system.  I've also blitzed some stuff which I haven't done before (but thought about) and have been able to just play round.  

I love knowing every single thing which is in Mares food.

Mares was a little suspicious tonight, which I can understand after last nights effort, but she loved her food and was happily munching away when I left.

I won't have the dosages exactly right as I'm writing this but you know what, I'm super freaking happy and fingers crossed, so is Mares.

Well, she was when I left her.

A big Hola! to Spirit on this one.