Tania Kettle

Man, I've been talking so much about the big stuff around Mares and I, that I haven't spoken to you about the magic thing we have been doing.

Some times during the day, but normally in the late afternoon when no one is around and before our nighttime feed, Mares and I spend time touching.

Actually, we both do, and it goes like this:

Mares sees me and comes over, or she's waiting at the gate for me.

I start with brushing her mane but then we move around, shoulders, legs back, back legs and she loves her ears and forehead being touched.  Sometimes with brushes, other times direct hand on skin.  I'm checking in to see what's working or if something is not, and using touch to balance, re-balance, communicate and talk.

And then she's checking me.  Sniffing my imbalances.  What's working but more importantly, what's not.  

This Touch Play that we have is growing us strong.  Not just individually but together, but the most important part is that we are growing this baby.  We are literally creating magic, massaging the Energy, creating a flow of good vibe hormones via touch of communication, talking, balancing and re-balancing.  

I know for me it is one of the most profound times of my day, and I know that it is for Mares as well.  On a no basis in Science way, I also know that we are also building and creating this foal in ways that cannot be logically explained.

This time that Mares and I spend together is also proving that touch is a full and complete language and that the "words" we are speaking crosses the boundaries of species, Science, Magic and Energy.

On a food basis, Mares is as basic as I can get at the moment, not much hard feed at all.  This foal is being created by the woven spider web like Energy and tapestry of Touch.

I've got to say though that this language of touch is quite phenomenal.  It's full and complete and freaking awesome but it does make it challenging to just talk the human language afterwards.

Just saying. 

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The rest of the week has just been really, really busy.  

I'm working very hard with the Clair-senses at the moment and it's great.  I'm also working deeply with the Touch Play not just on my horses at home but also with outside horses which has been cool.  

Learning the language is not hard, communicating and keeping a conversation going is.  It's hard to be constantly present and open. Touch Play is communicating with no fear, ego or lack of so I have to have my game on.  I'm consistently working to be better, stronger, more empowered and a better communicator.  

Lots of times it's working.

The parts that are not working is it does make it challenging with humans.  We as humans are so backward with how we communicate and overall work on such a base level, that to be working on this frequency is challenging.  The horses are honest and the humans are just, well, not.  I'm not explaining this very well, let me try again...

What happens when you don't make decisions based on money, instant sexual gratification or work from a base of "What's in this for me?"

Correct.

You're a horse.

But seriously all jokes aside, this Energy is so much different to what I'm used to.  It asks so much more of me.  I don't dare rock up with 70% because Spirit are like, Oh no you don't, Missy.  You can do so much better.   

Food is mostly ok. Sometimes I blow out but I'm doing it in the right way so again, I can't complain.  The choices I'm making are mostly good.

The nightmares are also back but you know, I understand the healing that is happening now when this is occuring, so I'm (mostly) ok with them.  

The weirdest thing is that I've ended up in the oddest places this week doing the oddest things.  Just randomly odd.  

Spirits will.

And last but not least, there has been some awesome success, but again, if you have a sense of humour, not as you know it.

Wishing you much love my friends and of course, my humans.

Caps, me, Spirit, Az, Ralph, Chew, Suzie Q, Peanut, Mares and Baby Mares, Buzzy boy, Fenny +1 and Flash +1

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* And just as I was having a whinge to one of my best mates, that no one in the known Universe is ever going to believe in this Touch Play - that  they're getting the results but not understanding the process, I had the unexpected pleasure of talking to a new horse later that arvo.  

And there we were, talking and touching and the next moment Boom!  

We got the magic and the chaos and the crazy again.

** Did you know that the temperature of a mare changes when she's preggers?  

I know!  Super cool, but wait, it's not like a normal temperature change.  The heat is different.  I can't explain any better than this, but Mares is heating from the inside out.  She's growing the foal and he's heating her.

*** I still need someone to lead Mares up to the stables and then back to the paddock.  I am so unbelievably embarrassed about this.  

**** Whoo!  I mean, Whoooo!  We are 42 days preggers.  And bar an absolute disaster, we're having a baby about late September, 2019.  Ha! 

And things are starting to get interesting.  I won't feed Mares lots of processed food because I think it's crap.  I also believe that she can do an awesome job growing this foal herself with minimum input from me.  I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm feeding her a basic broodmare feed but with added vitamins and minerals as and when I see fit.  Which is not the same as giving her a scoop of premade stuff because the scientists said.  

And forgive me here, as I'm about to upset a lot of people, but I am not going to trust any man (or woman) Scientist to tell me how to feed my horse when they don't believe that:

A) Horses can communicate freely and willingly with a human, smell DNA, sexual trauma, emotional trauma, Depression and mental health issues or experience feelings like love, happiness, joy and sadness.

B) They don't believe in that which you cannot see with the naked eye, that which you cannot hear with the naked ear and that which you cannot physically touch and last but not least, 

C) They do not believe in frequencies that transcend species.  Or that there may be more than one frequency that we as humans, can communicate on.

So, I have issues that you should feed horses all the same vitamins, minerals, and dosages just because they're preggers.  

To me that's stupid thinking.  

But I'm not bagging Scientists as such, there is a place for it, it's just not the whole story.

This is my world now though, I've made my living out of working with the Clair-senses since I was 25 years old.  Almost half my life.  Ok, ok, actually half my life minus 8 months.  And what I know is that Energy doesn't lie.   

Energy is a living, breathing entity.  

So I'm going to work with the horses and especially in this case, Mares, based on this knowledge.  

If I was a betting girl though, I would say that there are going to be some very interesting conversations in the coming months.  

That's cool.  

I like intelligent, stimulating conversations, ideas and opinions, no matter whether I agree with you or not.

Especially when I don't agree with you.