Horse Sense....

 

 

Spirit are making me trust the process.

They've taken me right back to the grass roots of what I believe in.  And they've stood at those roots and gone, You know this works, start here.

So I have.

Am I getting absolute results? 

No.

But I am laughing and playing, juggling the magic and sitting in the Stillness.  And that in itself is a result.  What I've noticed though is when I work this clearly with the Clair-senses then I find it harder with humans.  The base Energy upsets me more and I'm harder to get along with, mostly because thoughts are spoken as words and sometimes thoughts are ugly.  

But I'm finding my way, this too is a learning curve for me.  

And my anxiety is quite high at the moment.  But that's not the right word to use.  It's like the world is slightly off kilter.  So, I'm having to feel my way slowly and gently because this Energy is high and volatile and fragile.  As if the slightest wrong move will cause chaos and mayhem and destruction.  So, I'm super wary at the moment, have shut the house down and just gone back to the absolute basics of what I believe in and how I work.  I don't know what's causing this, but there will be a basis to it somewhere, but it's just out of reach as I'm writing this.  However, the Energy overall is really high and we're heading to a retrograde Full Moon on Wednesday, so I guess I'm just going to do what I normally do, click in click on ride the Energy and see where it takes me.  

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And the family shifted themselves round today.  Suz is still in her own paddock but we're making movement forward.  Peanut is a rock star.  I introduced him to Chew today and that went really well, then I introduced Ralph and the three together did not go so well.  Chew and Ralph chased Peanut round the house for ages.  I'll leave it a couple of days and then start again.  But because I couldn't put Caps in the arena due to a fence down, I opened up all the paddocks so calfettes and that bl**dy bull could run with Az and Caps.  And it worked really well.  Ol' Buzzy boy tried the whole horn thing with my boys and they promptly gave him a smack in the nose with their back hooves.  Twice.  No problem after that.

Caps is super happy he's got his favourite paddock back, right outside the deck where he can keep an eye on me.

There was a slight kerfuffle around dinner time but Caps claimed his paddock for him and his tribe (Az, Ralph and Chew) and kicked Buzzy boy and Fenny out but kept Flash.  Flash's a little unsure about this whole new paddock thing but loved getting her own food bucket where no one was nicking her food.

Fingers crossed.

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And I get up this morning, Buzz had called Flash sometime after I had tucked everyone into bed last night and this morning when I got up, Hello! Flash had jumped the fence and was back happily grazing with Fens and Buzz.  

It defies all logic as to how she moved paddocks.  She's too big to suck in her tummy and slither sideways through the fence, there's no room to slide under and all gates were locked.

Kudos to her.  And Buzz.

I'm not particularly happy but I am mighty impressed.

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And I still think Missy's preggers.  She's got that glow, it's like she's pulsating.  But, and here's the funny thing, she's throwing my hormones out.  

Now you've heard me bang on about this for ages about the Clair-olfactory (the ability to smell an imbalance in the body) and how great Sequoia was at this.  No sh*te, that mare could smell me going into season 8 hours before I knew.  She would be having a sniff round my body and then go, You're going into season...then walk off.  Which used to drive me nuts.  

And then within hours, Boom! I was in season.

Eventually I learnt to love her ability to do this, and got her to teach me how to listen too, but it was damn freaky there for a while.  Now I swear, hand on heart, the same thing is happening with Mares.  The young one says that it is to do with the alpha uterus in humans.  When human girls are together, they all sync in.  Well, I believe if you are round a mare enough, you sync in with your mare's cycle.  I've watched it happen with me with Sequoia.  Well, I believe I'm syncing in with Mares pregnancy.  No scientific proof, just good old Clair-senses at work again.  

This could be a very interesting 11 months.

Anyway, we've still got to wait for a positive test this week, I'll let you know asap I know.

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And I want to do a big Hola! to my young ones this week because they're doing awesome.

Leeshelle GREAT luck in Taipei.  New Zealand is lucky to have you riding for us.

And Mr C.  Do you remember Az's old person?  Well, even though times stopped working for us, we never lost contact and he ended up being taken under the wing of a galloper trainer.  He'd get dropped off and the trainer would keep him all weekend, feed him, show him how to be with the horses and generally took him in and made him part of his family.  Well, one of the horses they trained is kicking a**.  It's not just winning, it's winning and winning and winning and winning.  In fact, now it's in Australia winning.  And it's a show off win.  It'll be at the back and then Boom! wins.  

To the trainer and Mr C - I couldn't be happier for you guys.  You deserve these wins.

I love working with Spirit, I love horses and I love the horse guys who live and love their life with horses.  

I particularly love it though when things like this happen because I saw how Spirit worked before the success.  Kind of like a before and after photo and it has made this success so much sweeter.  

So that's been our week:  It's been deeply Spiritual in ways that have been both uplifting and disturbing.  I've had to feel my way through a lot this week but more than that, I've had to walk on faith.  I've had to trust Spirit more than normal, and I've had to trust their process and that's always scary for me, because I like to know where I'm going and what I'm doing.  

And that just hasn't happened this week.  

However, actually there is no however...

Absolute masculine and the Divine feminine.

Wishing you much love my friends and of course, my humans.

Caps, me, Spirit, Az, Ralph, Chew, Suzie Q, Peanut, Buzz-the-Bl**dy-Bull, Fenny and Flash and of course, Mares, and baby mares.

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* Suz and I are doing well.  Looking, then playing outside the square, really started giving us results and has as I am writing this, deepened our relationship.

** If that bl**dy bull doesn't kill me in the next month it's going to be a result.  He's a menace!  I've given up with water troughs because all he does is stick his horns in, upend it, then roll it up or down hill (depending on mood) until he's bored, which takes noticeably longer than what you would think.  I've tried the bright orange traffic cones but he's like, Nah... and now I've had to shift paddocks again so they can drink water from the fresh water lake we have.  

In fact, just as a side note, our fresh lake water is so good it's actually bottled and sold in shops.  Obviously not marketed as, From the far side of Drury... but even so, pretty impressive.

*** And Mares is confirmed preggers!!! 15 days.  She was carrying twins but is only carrying one now.  Spirits will.  Soooooooooooo happy!  

I think it's a boy...