Horse Sense....

 

 

Wow! The Energy was really loud today.

I'd been really busy and all of a sudden I tipped.  So, I was in and out at the stables and then headed down to my Spiritual pools.  I love them and they are the best for rebalancing, recharging and generally getting everything back to how it should be.  

It's really interesting though because you have to pick your times to go.  The water charges overnight so first thing in the morning is preferable but as early as you can get there.  The regulars know the healing properties, and you often see people healing from bad accidents or injuries that won't mend.  However, I avoid weekends and late afternoon/evening because the Energy is too washed out by then by people who just want to enjoy a good soak.  No good.

Anyway, it was brilliant and I was back on track within a few hours, and by the afternoon I was ten foot tall and bulletproof again.  I'm really lucky though, I can now say, The Energy is too loud for me, I cannot be around people right now and it is accepted.  It's not looked at as being strange or weird, just the way things are.

Interestingly though, the horses sound vibrations change towards me around this time.  Their nickers are deeper and low, and softer.  It's weird to explain but Caps was like this this morning, then Mary and then later on in the afternoon, one of my other little cuties was as well.  It's like they tone down their Energy and cuddle me.  Like they know the Energy is too loud for me, so they turn the sound of the world down.

On a funny note, I see humans think, Should I give her a cuddle... while the horses just come up to me and offer me bits.  An ear, nose, neck, another ear...Here, come and have a touch.  Would you like an ear?  Stroke my neck.  Touch my nose... Wait, let me touch you and then we're rocking and rolling.  

Touching, touching, touching.

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The races were good tonight, but to be fair, they're always good.  I like my humans and love the horses so you know, something has to go seriously wrong for me to have a bad night.  Energy was good but it's been deep Spiritual work this week, so I was in that walking with Spirit, playing with magic mode anyway.  It's kind of funny that whether someone talks to me or not, they still talk with me.  It's a horse thing though.  You can't be round the horses and hide who you are.  But it's more than that.  We, as humans, always used to communicate in this way, without words, and then we got lost.  Horsemen didn't, or the really good ones haven't.  

However, with saying that, I'm feeling so much more confident these days.  

Confident with the physicality of being with the horses? No. And I'm years away from being as good as the professional horse people I hang round with. 

But being confident in my ability to talk and communicate with horses?  Yes.  And because of this, the horses and I are becoming stronger.  

Together.

And on a funny note, I get home and Az is waiting at the gate for me.  Not at the house gate, where I park my car but the gate down the bottom, next to the pond, where the driveway is.  Then he raced up and waited for me at the house gate.

Super unusual but totally cute.

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Mary's getting better.  Her tummy's better, her mood's better and things are on the up and up.  But it's kind of scary for me because, well, I had a conversation today which talked about how and why I came to the conclusion of what was wrong, why I decided to fix it the way I did and how did I know that I was doing it right?  How did I know it was this and not that?  Who had I got advice from?

And there's no scientific basis to this.  There's no proof.  No way of saying, this is why unless I talk about Spirit and the way I really work.  Which when all else failed, I did.  I just talked.  Parts of the conversation were really good because we came from a basis of, I want to help you be successful... so that's such an awesome place to start from.  But it's so weird for me to talk about the depth of my work knowing someone doesn't have that basis or has even been to a Reader.  But ultimately, Mary's better.  So, it was me talking about less is more.  The basis of how I got to where I am, what's worked, why but I also got to talk about how I stopped using some of the herbs because she started healing and I don't want to upset the process.  I talked about when I had got it wrong, and for how long, but then how I also stopped getting it wrong.  How I had to trust Mary to tell me and she had to trust me to listen.  We talked about the words I use to my humans, and I talked about how I tried to use words they would understand to make it easier for them to process.  Which somehow made it harder because I didn't trust them, so used words inaccurately.

It was a really bizarre conversation.  But even though we come from such diverse backgrounds, I found our basis is the same...

The emotional and physical well being, and ultimate success, of Mary.  

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And on a funny note, it ended up being a gorgeous day today so I let all the horses out to have a wander.  Put up some beautiful vid's of them looking happy, content and angelic.  All goods.  However, then my lovely Welsh, Az went to Caps, Hey! You been up round the house yet?  No?  Let me show you... and the little mischief maker, with a twinkle in his eye and a flick of his tail, took off up round the house, up the stairs, with Caps, Ralph, Chew and Suzie Q following.  Trotting, kicking, a little buck here and a little buck there with a few head flicks for good measure. 

No video.  Obviously.

However, everyone eventually went back in paddock.  Az first since he'd started it all, the mini's, Ralph and Chew second, because they know they shouldn't have been encouraging the big ones, Suzie Q, because she is extremely well-behaved and never causes any trouble and then Caps.  

It ended up with everyone standing at the gate all innocent like and me standing there going, I love you Caps because you came when called.  You are great Chew and Ralph because you put yourself back into the paddock when asked.  You are super cute and intelligent Suzie Q and are extremely well behaved and I love you Az because you are both intelligent and a little mischevious.  

If Az was a human, he would be that friend.

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Had an impromptu trip to Cambridge races today as a girlfriends horse was racing.  Had the BEST time and her girl came second!  I love days like this.

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So, that's been our week: It's been deeply Spiritual but also very random.  I've ended up in places that I didn't expect with people I didn't expect to, with.  And had the best time.  I'd also like to say I have a better work/life balance but that's cr*p.  I'm either working with human clients or with the horses - walking with Spirit, and I've found I'm totally cool with that.  However, I am letting more humans into this mix.  

I am learning how to love being with humans again.

Wishing you much love my friends and of course, my humans.

Caps, me, Spirit, Az, Ralph, Chew, Suzie Q, Buzz-the-Bl**dy-Bull, Fenny, Flash and the black menance that I refuse to name.

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* I think Buzz and I might end up being very, very good friends.  Let me tell you why...

So, I got home today and there were two guys here to fix the water troughs.  All goods, I was expecting them.  Went over, said Hi! and introductions got done.  One guy was a very good farmer type person who knew pretty much everything when it comes to farm, water etc.  Excellent!  I left them to it and went inside to do some work.  Went out a while later to see the horses and Hello! the boys are in the cow paddock.  All goods, I think because well, they know stuff.  However, while I was standing there watching them, I realized that they didn't know they were actually in the bull paddock.  

This was slightly concerning knowing what we know about Buzz.  

So, part of me wanted to call out to them to warn them, yet another part was like, Well, let's just see how this all pans out.  So, there I was, standing there, watching these two men wander round the paddock with not a care in the world.  However, I could see Buzz.  When the men started walking, Buzz gave a little head toss, moved his horns this way and that, put his head down and trotted after them.  They would stop, Buzz would slow down and then stand directly behind them and give a little horn waggle.  Then look at me.  

The men would move.  Buzz would stand still, look at me, do his horn waggle then, and I assume he just got more confident, start hurtling forward towards them, head down and stop just before he reached them.  

The men were oblivious.  Fenny was like, See what I have to put up with, Tania.

And so it went.  Men would move, Buzz would wait, horn waggle then hurtle forward.  Stop.  Look at me.  Repeat.  This went on for the best part of 10 minutes.  

In the end I was trying so hard not to laugh, I thought I would wet myself.  

I may be a city girl, but I know to check a paddock for bulls before I walk in.

** I have got to stop saying, Ok when people speak to me.  They think I'm agreeing with them.